Baby on Mind!!!

My name is Alison and my husband’s name is Jay. We got married on May 23, 2009. IT WAS THE GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!

We have decided to start trying again. I found out I was pregnant September and by the end of September I was receiving a methotrexate shot to end the pregnancy because it was in my right tube. It took several weeks for my hGc levels to reach zero.

I received the phone call yesterday telling me my levels are down to “6.” WOW I could not believe it…I will have a period soon and things will go back to normal. Jay and I are so ready to try again.

Now that I can see the light at the end of the tunnel (I made some goals for myself):
NO SMOKING AS OF TODAY
Lose 20 pounds
Stop eating McDonalds for breakfast
Take 2 folic acid pills everyday
Take prenatal vitamins everyday
Start running 3 to 4 times a week
BE HAPPY

Poor Jay, he has had to deal with my ups and downs for the past 2 months. He has been the most wonderful husband and always trying to be optimistic even when I did not want him to be.

I know that EVERYTHING is going to be okay this time around. I really believe deep down that my ectopic pregnancy was a fluke. I know the doctors tell me to wait at least 3 months and have an hsG test but I DO NOT NEED ONE! Like I told Jay: It took us 4 months last time so I am sure it will take us that amount or longer this time…so why not start trying NOW! If my body is not ready to get pregnant again then it WONT! Jose told us a month or after my first cycle so I am listening to him.

I am so ready for my life to get back to normal. I am ready to quit being bitter, hating pregnant women and babies. I JUST WANT A HEALTHY BABY. I WANT TO BE A MOM. I WANT TO MAKE JAY A DAD. I JUST WANT A BABY.